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Humiliation fuels my fellow Azerbaijanis’ hate of Armenia. We must oppose it

I grew up in wartime Karabakh – I know the pain Armenians face. But I was attacked online for empathising with them

Humiliation fuels my fellow Azerbaijanis’ hate of Armenia. We must oppose it
More than 100,000 ethnic Armenians fled the enclave of Nagorno-Karabakh, internationally recognised as Azerbaijani territory, after Azerbaijani forces attacked it on 19-20 September - (c) Aziz Karimov/Getty Images. All rights reserved
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When I posted a recent Twitter thread about Azerbaijan’s ethnic cleansing in Nagorno-Karabakh, nothing could prepare me for the ruthless attacks I received from my fellow Azerbaijanis.

I am an Azerbaijani survivor of the same conflict. Writing on X (formerly Twitter), I told of my tragic childhood growing up in Karabakh in the First Nagorno-Karabakh War in the 1990s, and how my earliest memories are of fighting and devastation. How my 18-year-old uncle died after stepping on a landmine. How I slept to the sounds of gunshots and once choked on my food when a nearby bomb exploded as my mom was feeding me.

I also empathized with the Armenians in Karabakh who are now going through similar experiences. And I spoke of my exasperation at the endless cycle of hatred and violence and the repeated reliving of my early trauma, having barely healed from the retraumatization I lived through in the Second Nagorno-Karabakh War just three years ago.