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It's OK for you to be fat but not for me: life beyond anorexia's lies

Recovery is about a compassionate way of being in the world, love and community. Content warning: disordered eating, suicide attempts.

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Anorexia is a dull, drawn-out process of not-doing. Credit: Shutterstock.

I was lying on a hospital trolley, filled with shame and paracetamol. By the time the doctor arrived the nurse had a large tube down my throat and was washing out my stomach.